Monday, April 4, 2011


Now that our vacation is over, I am looking at starting the infertility road and I am just overwhelmed by the emotions that I have been experiencing. There is a lot of fear and anxiety. A lot of memories of the miscarriage last year. Feelings of guilt that I have gained weight, and that I haven't been very good about taking some of my meds lately. Also just so much fear that this process won't result in another pregnancy. That last year was just some crazy miracle that will never happen again.
There is hope, but really more anxiety then anything else.
CD 1 is just about here...I will keep you all posted. :)


  1. I am living proof that there is hope after loss. I had the same worry… maybe I am one of those gals who get pregnant once and then never does again. I understand that fear. I am praying for you!

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  3. The two previous miscarriages I had made me drop out of doing IVF. I couldn't handle it. When we prayed about what to do nothing really seemed right. Taking a break really helped but when we decided to move to adoption I was scared things wouldn't work out. Every decision you make to have a baby has negatives that can happen. It really takes a leap of faith to put yourself out there. Your right that overwhelming is the word for all of it.